Day 0165

Stayed in and caught up on some work this morning. Forced myself to go out and found myself at the duomo just before closing. Really enjoyed walking around the terraces on the roof, watching the approaching rain. Phoned my dad whilst up there, I felt like I needed to connect with someone.

Walked home across town and enjoyed sheltering from the rain and watching the commuters rush home. Nice to have no timetable and to just stand. Thought that thought and immediately thought that the only reason I thought it was because it's the kind of thing you're supposed to think. Then I caught myself congratulating myself on analysing my motives and saw that meta-thought is just as contrived, and so on. Continuously catch myself doing or thinking things that I then immediately mentally mark as worthy of mentioning on the blog or texting someone or bragging about.

More art documentaries at home. Really appreciating the passivity of TV.