Day 0264

Slow learner, repeat my mistakes again and again. Driving is the lens through which can be seen the patterns of my life: didn't want to do it because it's outside my comfort zone, requires effort and responsibility, now I'm doing it I get flustered and make mistakes, but don't learn from them and improve. It's the same with my art, my career and my relationships. I can analyse it all abstractly but never modify my behaviour in the real world.