Day 0352

I think I attract and am attracted to girls who are more or less delusional and buy into the idea rather than the reality of me.

Made the mistake of looking at artists on Instagram and I'm overwhelmed with the sheer torrent of quality. There is so much good work being produced, and so many highly skilled, dedicated people working hard at their craft. There is just no room for more of the same -- there is nothing new to add, there are no technical boundaries to be pushed and no new thoughts to be painted. Better to have lived in ignorance of the thousands of better artists than to slave away at mediocrity and know it.